Wednesday, February 04, 2009
somehow, revisiting my old entries makes me feel
that i am a more matured man now.
i guess this is the best one can get from those old entries.
knowing how dumb and silly we all were when we were younger..haha...
there isnt a need to explain when you know that
those who dunno you well will be
sceptical enough to disbelieve whatever you say,
and those who truly know you will not need to
hear from you in order to believe you.
somehow, at times, i believe in this statement .
(or rather, i work along with this statement most of the time)
they say that you can't expect the whole world to know you
and such that when there is one or two
exceptional individuals who knows you inside out,
you really gotta treasure that one or two. Absolutely true!
frankly speaking,
what a man really want?
acquiring all the materials that one has always wanted
won't give him a perfect life! true, definitely!
and in this imperfect life, one bound to encounter difficulties, problems
and troubles that no money can resolve, that no power can overcome.
this is when you need that one or two special individuals.
they might not be able to help or dismiss all your problems for you,
but you just thought that their presence do help you (even for a bit).
And that is enough, that is all he asks at the end of the day.
any idea how to know that one or two fantastic individuals?
the answer is simple,
just be that one or two persons who make the day for others!
you can be one and you will get one!
its hard, but no harm giving it an attempt.
here is another thing good about being in the army.
i think i am glad that i am well sheltered in those years
of schooling in catholic high and nyjc.
lets not talk about the world outside school
( i mean the general society) because i am not really
in it yet.
but i guess the army is just a small version of
what the world outside really is.
you get to meet all kinds of people, really, all kinds!
the good ones and the bad ones, from all trades.
some of them are worth of you remembering them for life
while some of them teach you lessons that will
always caution you in future...especailly from those a**holes!
my dad is right! he always wanted me to go through ns though
i am a PR. He got his point though.
my damn cute niece,haha, she is in taiwan!
8:17:00 PM
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
just took one whole week of leave...
not for any particular reason.
mainly trying to clear them and give my self a long and deserving break.
seldom take leaves and offs, and never get MC.
good soldier arh? haha...
silly soldier? its up to people to judge anyway.
i mean, if you are good and up, positive comments should come from others,
never would it be coming from youself, right?
does the same goes to negative comments?
i am quite sure of this, yah, not really many realise how bastard they are.
so how the hell are they going to comment on themselves, negatively...
a reality check would wake them up, i mean if they still have a little bit of
HUMAN in them...
okay enough, i am on leave.
anyway, went to attend an interesting talk, learnt the 80-20 rule which was
suggested by an italian in the 20th century(??? did i remember it correctly)
he said that 80% of italy's wealth belongs to 20% of the entire italian population.
make sense?
80% of the world's polution comes from 20% of all countries in the globe?
blah blah...as many as you can think of...
quite true if you ask me...haha...
i think at times, i have forgotten how small and minute i am...
such that i am ego to take the side of justice, doing things of good names and
intention...and failed. it doesn't feel good. it is discouraging...
but i just hope that i can still hang on to that little righteousness...
reality check ( again ) always teach you the lesson through the hard way.
9:06:00 PM
Thursday, October 16, 2008
波丽士大人
终于有一部100%不白痴的台湾偶像剧。
非常值得观赏的一部剧集。
感人，热血！
凡是过过集训生活的，应该或多或少有点感触。。。
3:39:00 PM
Monday, June 30, 2008
its been donkey years since my last entry on this blog.
hah, personally, i don't really come here every now and then,
so are the rest too... i guess!! it's becoming more and more deserted.
haiz...haha...i should have made more entries,
but apparently, i am running out of ideas and inspirations for this little corner.
boring life? yah, definitely.
easy life? yah, maybe.
simple life? yah, it can't be any simpler...
neither surprises nor anguishes are found in my current boring simple life.
while hoping this to end soon, it will be nice to enjoy
this period of peaceful time before setting out...
one more thing, it is an arduous task for many to try writing something
after being enlisted. so bear with whats written above.
bye.
6:01:00 PM
Friday, January 04, 2008
my ORD is in next year, sounds nice
but its on the very end of 2009...haha..
okay, i will stop here...
dun wan to blog too much about army.
anyway, this is the first entry for 2008.
new year resolutions?
i guess nothing much.
hope a level wont turn out to be disappointing...haha...
hope all the people that i know stay healthy, be live and kicking..
kind of missing some people when i am in tekong...
my family members, especially those who are in china.
that 2 weeks stay in china seemed to be too short.
sometimes i do harbour the idea of not joining what i am
doing now, and fly back there instead, and stay there forever.
haha...but i know its just a thought, one that will never take place.
i have been asking myself what is my goal for my entire life...
and at every different stage of my life, the goal changes...
and it keeps on evolving...
for everything else, i cant really give myself a clear definition and answer...
but as for what i should be doing when i retire...
i am very sure to say that it wont be in sg...haha...
its too boring and tiring to live in sg when u stop working...
i am kinda mad now, thinking about my life 30 or 40 years later
haha...but during the admin times in tekong,
i had seriously been doing some thinkings and plannings...
my seageant asked us when we getting married and how old should
she be when we get married...
i was like...haha...what a question...
for most of us, the first thing that pop up in our mind first is
"where is our galfren?" haha...
but seriously, regardless of whether u are attached or not at this point
of time, it is time that u do a serious planning...
it will serve as kind of a rough guide for ur future...
frankly speaking, many of our parents can just fork out a sum of money
and "hey son get urself a wife next month" haha...
but being a man, u just have to make sure that whatever u do
u do it with ur very own hard earned money...
its not nice to be still asking ur parents for money when u have grown up...
with regard to the issues that a man need to consider and handle if
he were to dwell in sg, get married, and lead a better life, i can only conclude
that being a man in sg is a tough task...haha...
sometimes, certain man(s) tend to bear the idea of being a woman and
lead a simpler if not better life...
but still, each gender has its very own problems.
u wont really know those problems unless u are really in it...
even though a lvl was over long ago..
i am still doing my reading whenever i am free in tekong...
haha...but i am reading novels..
in the past i can only manage to finish one or two novel yearly,
but now, i can finish reading one within a month if not shorter...
reading is never such an enjoyable pastime for me in my last 2 years...
after a hectic and tough training day in tekong, reading and chatting in
the bunk are definitely the best relaxation activities...some went for night
physical training...haha...i was cursing them that they are mad..
but guess i will be one of them soon...haha...
alright, a really long entry...
i should end it here...
bye
8:17:00 PM
Thursday, December 20, 2007
okay i thought i should have written something here
before my booking in in a few hours time.
army life is still okay, so far so good...
feeling better day by day as time goes by..
those trainings are good for one's health...haha...
i must be mad to say all these...okay
anyway, this type of life seems to be better than doing nothing at home.
at least u have nothing to worry about because u are totally isolated
from the outside world, and their today newspaper is actually yesterday's today
newspaper...haha...sometimes, u dun even get to read it...
what u care about are those minor stuffs like meeting the timings,
targets set by superiors..etc...everything seems to be okay SO FAR...
i dunno what is going to happen after their so called honeymoon period...
which, i supposed, will end by the coming friday...haha
okay, shall not talk much here...
bye.
take care everyone...
for those who are already in, all the best, it just take a little while longer
(but actually, its 3 more months,,haha)
for those who are still rotting at home...do some preparation...haha...joking...
all the best to whoever is reading this.
for once i am worrying for my As result a while ago when i was at home.
while in tekong, there isnt such a moment...haha...
4:46:00 PM
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
pheww...
it took me quite a while to recollect my username
and password for this blog..
pathetic isnt it...
okay, it was all over.
but a new phase is about to stage soon on 13th dec...
it's NS...haiz...
something to be happy abt ns is
that most of my frens are going in on the same day...lol
saddest thing is tt there might be a big possibility of having mole
as my squad mate ( or watever they call it)... lol
whatever it is, it will be 20 over days later...
in the mean while , enjoy myself for all i can.
anyway, i will be back in china from 25th nov till 10 dec...
so dun really have much time left.
okay, time to write wat i should be writing now...
due to the request by pt and rhynooo aka niuwulf
thanks for the treat to fish & co on the 6th nov...
trying to buy me into ur gang right? okay i will consider it...jkjk
thanks still...
even though those few previews lagged our momentum ...
and niuwulf was happily "chit-chatting" with someone over the phone..err..no..
its sms(sss)
then went to catch game plan.
dwayne johnson sure did some magic with his smile...that almost turned
3 young and innocent ( or maybe be 2) into gays...haha...jkjk
thanks for all those who was not stingy enough
to spare one of their many sms for me...
greatly appreciated...
then vanessa too...thanks for the silver linings...
yup they did appear on that day...
niuwulf and pt were the most glamorous silver linings i guess..hahha
okay, nothing else left i guess...
the ending of As by today didnt really pleases me as much as it did
when econs paper ended last wed...haha...
K-lunch with some maddest classmates...that includes pt...
and class chalet starts tmr...hope it will be as gd as the one before,
if not better...haha...
enjoy the holidays guys...bye
11:13:00 PM